arkinosis

I can't stop thinking about her. I can't stop wishing to be with her again even for a few minutes of our time. I kept on pretending that I'm all over her but NO..i an not.

I actually fell for her the first time i saw her during our 3rd grade back in 97. Even if i have my own girl, i can't stop to think about her. I really,,, really,,, want her.

Maybe for now, i will just love her secretly...... And maybe someday, i could have the courage to ask her to be my girl. But i know that time would be crucial for me as she walk into her journey and meeting new people.

I hope that i still have the time i need to ask her. She's the one I like, she's the one I want, she's the one I love. She is my ARK.

My heart is breaking whenever someone asks her or someone want's her. I feel that i'm so foolish not to tell her what i really feel about her. I was so weak to be afraid of loosing her. Now, i felt that i totally lost her because of what happened, and i will never know what will be the next chapter of our lives.